Why I Am Not an Atheist: The Confessions of a Skeptical Believer

لهذا لم أعد ملحداً: اعترافات مؤمن مرتاب

Why I Am Not an Atheist: The Confessions of a Skeptical Believer

Named One of The New Yorker’s Best Books of 2026
One of 
The New York Times’s anticipated books of February!

What can I know? What must I do? What may I hope?

National Book Award–longlisted author Christopher Beha recounts his struggle with these questions while making an earnest appeal for readers to seek out answers of their own

Twenty-five years ago, celebrated author (and cradle Catholic) Christopher Beha gave up on God. Helped along by a reading of Bertrand Russell’s classic text Why I Am Not a Christian, he became a committed atheist, certain that his days of belief were behind him. A youthful brush with mortality soon set Beha on a decades-long quest for meaning in a godless world.

Publisher Penguin Press
Author Christopher Beha
Country USA
Publication Date 17/02/2026
Pages 432
Edition first
Size 16×24
About the Author Christopher Beha is the former editor of Harper’s Magazine and the author of four previous books, including The Index of Self-Destructive Acts, which was nominated for the 2020 National Book Award.
Publisher Address info@penguin.com
ISBN 978-0593490471